So I guess I have some commitment issues...

So, you know when you set a goal and you are all about doing everything that you need to in order to be able to accomplish that?

Yeah, that lasted me about two days. That is it. I was all about working out over this summer break, losing the thirty pounds (yeah, so I am fat. My parents shut me up with Mountain Dew and Hershey kisses as a kid. Trust me, I was an annoying kid) my doctor suggested. Of course, according to the BMI, I need to lose at least 40 lbs or grow six inches to be a healthy weight.


***On another note, I just looked this up for accuracy and noticed that I have now delved into the obese category. Though, BMI's are stupid and don't account for things like well, things. Shitttay!*****

But, hey, let's face it, I would be PSYCHED to lose like ten pounds. In all reality, I would just love to be able to fit into all the really cute/nice dress clothes I have. So, I think I am going to attempt to commit to working out more everyday. I mean like everyday as in Mon-Fri, and Saturdays if husband is working. I don't really have an excuse not to. It is not like I have a plethora of other things to do. I am a teacher, on summer break, who is also currently unemployed. I don't think any adult actually has more time on their hands than me. I mean, I do have the whole Songs of Fire and Ice Saga to get through this summer, but I mean, I could fit in some work out time, I guess...book nerd problems.

I also think that I desperately need to stop eating sweets. I mean, I eat sweets more than anyone I know. I don't have a sweet tooth, I have a sweet jaw. It is very unhealthy.

I guess to put on my big girl panties (sports bra?) and do this. I am 25 going on 26. My husband and I are talking about having a baby, and I can't possible have a baby and gain any more weight and not expect to end up in a wheel chair again. Plus, how am I supposed to keep up with a baby if I am so fat?

Okay, so tomorrow, since it is late at night now, I will start being more serious about this. Any suggestions would be helpful. Also, any DELICIOUS Recipes that doesn't involve tofu or onions would be helpful :)