It is Going to Be a Long Summer

So, yesterday was the first day of what could be a permanent vacation for me.

It was really boring.

I got up, went to the gym, came home, mowed the lawn, showered, got groceries, and then read. What the hell am I supposed to do for the rest of the summer?

I need a hobby, you know beside reading. But what to start? I should try something active, being as one of my goals is to lose weight. My best friend just uploaded a picture of me from the graduation. My god, I am so sad that all the pics I took with students will have me looking like that. I am so fat. I mean, I know many people say that, and many girls say it to get a "oh, no you're not", bu I really have gotten far too big. It is grossing me out.

So what to do? I don't know. It is too small of a town. I wish I lived in a city that allowed me to sign up for different classes. That would be cool.

There is a job opening in Saranac Lake. That is all. All the fifty some odd schools I looked at, just one opening. It is going to be a long summer...