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Today was a another day tacked on to a week that seems to be developing far too strongly in to random acts of oh nos! Now, if that doesn't at all make sense to you, it also does not make sense to me, so there you go.

So, Sunday was the anniversary of my Gramma's death. Katherine was here, and after she left,  went to see my sister who is up from Florida, so I didn't have any alone time to really dwell on it. That alone made me feel like a bad person. I feel like should have done something to commemorate the occasion, but I didn't really know what to do. The fact that she died in the winter does not make it overly conducive to visit her grave. Then, I thought perhaps I should do something here.... but what? I have never had anyone that close to me die, so I have no precedent to go by. I cried once Sunday, but that is it. It weird because I will break down at the memory of the fact that she used to park in the JCP parking lot when we went to the mall so she would always know where we parked, but on the anniversary of her death I did nothing. I feel like I am not properly memorializing her.

Today, my dad started off with me screaming "No no no no no no no!" because I woke up at six am. I usually leave for work at six am.  I didn't hear my alarm go off. My phone says it went off, so it must have, but I did not hear it. I think it is karma. I took meds before I went to bed, and they weren't really necessary, so yeah. I mean, my back did hurt, and my neck was tense, but I should have just sucked it up and dealt.

Yesterday,  found out that I need to have my wisdom teeth yanked out of my head. I am dreading this. Mostly because I am afraid it will give me terribly bad breath. I am so self conscious of that since Josh's breath can be down right disgusting at times. But, his didn't start until he had his wisdom teeth pulled. I am also apprehensive because I will not be sedated for this. My insurance does not cover sedation, so instead I am just getting the local Novocain.  I am sure it will suck royally, but I could not fathom spending $600 when the local is free. Right?

I hope my week gets better. Not that this is really that terrible. I just like more routine and less spontaneity.